And So It Begins.

...The tears, the angst, the wailing, all of that fun crap. Sam is going back home tomorrow and it's already breaking my heart. Why am I over here and Sam is over there in the first place? I wish I could reach up and grab God by the throat and give him a good hard shake for doing this to us.

But nevermind.

Sam and I spent the entire morning in his room because a.) we wanted to and b.) it was below freezing out there, easily -3 this morning. Mum got a flat tire a short walk from the hotel (no idea what happened, the car felt funny and then I heard the tire on the groundd and felt it shuddering) so I abandoned her and walked to the hotel while she called Dad to pick her up. In the five minutes I was outside during the walk I lost feeling in my cheeks and thighs. We watched a bit of TV and also some of Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya while we ate pizzas we ordered from Caesario's for lunch. I had BBQ chicken and Sam had Meat Lover's, plus we ordered fries to go with it, which were antastic even though they forgot the ketchup. Oh well. We decided to brave the cold and walk to my house around 2 before I had to go to work. Dad picked us up about a 2 minute walk away and I was happy for that because I was half frozen even though we stopped into CVS and Neotokyo on our way for a few minutes to defrost.

At work today I was in a pissy mood for because it was robbing me of my chance to be with Sam and my mood darkened because Hera wasn't there. I cheered up a bit/got over myself when I saw Audrey coming in and working with me. Also, I got to do some truck! I did some cosmetics with Sachiko and Amy for a bit. A bottle of concealer broke open in one of the totes so we removed the stuff that was covered in makeup and put away the clean stuff. Otherwise I was trapped at that register for all 5 hours.

I came home, gargled with Listerine and had some ranch Doritos, chocolate and ginger tea and effectively sent poor Sam scrurrying away because of my horrible breath. *laugh* I brushed and flossed and he liked that better. We watched House and Monk and Dad gave him his last ride to the hotel. =/

Tomorrow...is going to be one of the hardest days ever, I think.