In 5 Days.

Sam will be here with me.

The silly part is that my stomach is twisting itself into panicky knots. Why is that? I know Sam won't eat me or do anything but my stomach wants to kink itself up anyway. On the flip side, I have this great sense of "everything will be all right". I remember feeling this way last year, though, so most likely it's just nerves. It's weird-I get myself worked up for nothing, turning myself into an utter wreck; but when I see Sam again I get so calm. It's going to be like he never left.

I've gotten most of Sam's things (woos discount + coupon + careful shopping!)-just some shaving gel and some Vitamin Water (10+ new flavors and at 99 cents a bottle this week I might have to buy him one for each day of the 2 weeks :-D ) and that will be it! The $100 he wants to give me might not be enough to cover everything + the cost of the casino trip...we'll see!

I can't wait to have Sam here again. This will be awesome, I know it!